i go to the
mountains
and am reminded
of the world’s
vastness,
the
expanse of
nature’s
imagination
and then
return to
the city
where
mourning
and raging
always
await
i come out of
the woods
bracing myself
for whatever
horrors
have taken place
since i stepped
out of range
i am afraid
to leave
and i am afraid
to return
i am afraid
i am not doing
enough and
i am afraid
there is nothing
i can do
i keep spending time
in the woods
teaching young people
that we all belong
to one another
only to return them
to a world
that tries
to kill them.
i do not want this
i do not want to
live in this kind
of fear, in this
kind of world
but
to be alive
to feel despair
is a privilege
of those
without
targets on
our backs
and it is
our duty
to change
everything
in whatever
ways we can.
thank you! and beautifully said
Narinda, your words moved me to tears. Thank you for writing and I’m grateful for having discovered your work.